Still at home and having all the rest to get better from the pneumonia, insomnia and other "mnias" words. I been browsing the cyber world quite awhile and ended UP to someone close and this is the message that caught my mind.
It's when you happen to know that there is just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work.
"it's when your mind says let go but you heart tells you to hold on.
it's when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes.
and most of all...
it's when no matter how you try to forget that person, you just can't... cause the fact that you love that person and you just don't know why"
I might be damn crazy but every words she uttered was true. Sometimes, when someone fall in love to "someone", everything feels so real and vulnerable. But hey! open up UR mind, you might be asleep or dreaming? No! i howled back. "Am full awake and i know it's for real". But, suddenly "someone" tripped my foot & then i realized that the thoughts are just in my mind and not for real.
In the other hand, the other "someone" is for real too? but do you think his feelings for real? We have to wait and see if he's real & the feeling's real. If we see it? then he'll be here for me to save me, the spiritually feelings we have, if there's one?
Am always mixing things UP that sometimes I ended up to a screwed life!!!
A bit crazy thoughts! Do you think am CRAZY? Yes, world...kick my butt back if I am.Thanks for listening my whimpering morning. I guess this is the outcome of my heavy dosage of the anti-bios? *lol