It's been awhile I wrote some new post in my blog. I am just too weak to do the updates of my blogs nowadays. The reason is that my pneumonia is back again.
I was ill the whole 3 weeks in March and feel better just in 2 weeks and now I feel sick again. My coughing turned into pneumonia. Anti-bios and all those meds don't work either. So tired! More doc visits next week. Hope they find viruses but they unfortunately, don't find nothing in the results.
Spring sickness? Pollen allergy, hay fever? That's a few questions to be answered. Anyway, I just want to leave some lines for you this week-end!
This is some words of wisdom for you to recall what's bothering you inside:
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"When we are angry or depressed in our creativity, we have misplaced our power. We have allowed someone else to deter mine our worth, and then we are angry at being undervalued"
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These lines below is for U, if ever u follow my footprints in here!!!
I know I'll always feel close to you
even when we're far apart
There's so much love, that binds us together
so many memories of good times
And long talks shared, and a very special understanding
that's really rare.
I'm glad that we're so close in heart
and I'm glad too
That neither time nor distance will ever change
the very special bond we share.
Yes, indeed! true! but U have to take care of those feelings. Heart needs care too.
Pls. listen this song... I guess time for us to move on? If you forget I exist. Remember, I am like a flower, if you don't water & take care of me...then I'll die & fade away. Suddenly, you realised, but maybe it's too late to save me by then.
Friday, April 18, 2008
QUOTE FOR THE DAY/WEEK
Saturday, April 12, 2008
April-May a Spring Months? but where are YOU?
I WAS FRUSTRARED W/ THE SPRING TIME. IT SEEMS IT WON'T COME THIS YEAR, THEREFORE I DECIDED TO PUT ALL NICE WORDS OF WISDOM TOGETHER FROM MY FAV AUTHORS!!! TO EASE MY SORROWS, MY LONELINESS, LONGING TO SOMEONE SPECIAL!
The sun was warm but the wind was chill.
You know how it is with an April day
When the sun is out and the wind is still,
You're one month on in the middle of May.
But if you so much as dare to speak,
A cloud comes over the sunlit arch,
A wind comes off a frozen peak,
And you're two months back in the middle of March.
Oh! how this spring of love resemble
The uncertain glory of an April day!
April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
The first day of spring is one thing, and the first spring day is another.
The difference between them is sometimes as great as a month.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
TIME FLIES SO FAST! AFTER 19 YRS...
It's just like yesterday. Time really flies so fast. Imagine? I can't believe that am married for 19 years? Amazingly, I AM!!! Tangengot ang loka.
After all this years, nag-mamahalan pa rin. Ika nga. In a relationship both must respect to each other and always give way or give some space and privacy to each other.
Ano ba jan? Hard to explain. Many people around us, wonder what is my spice that we still together. I said, RESPECT, PRIVACY, TRUST & UNDERSTANDING, simple as that.
THANKS LARS FOR BEING MY MAN, MY FRIEND AND MY GUARDIAN. Thanks for your understanding that many don't understand how you tackle. Hope we'll both grow old together. Looking forward for more years to come.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
BLACK EYED PEAS-BEBOT (chix)
One of the member in this group is half filipino & half afro american.
Check his "Bebot"... ENJOY WATCHING & still PROUD to be one of them!
"EARTH HOUR" SUCCESS OR NOT?
As I followed the Earth Hour yesterday, I want to share some pictures.
What do you think? was it a success or NOT? AT least, millions of people joined the world venture. Excited, right? Think if we do this every now & then not just once a year? DO you think we can save energy? Or at least, we started?
As many as 30 million people are tipped to switch off lights and televisions around the world to help fight climate change with around 370 towns and cities in more than 35 countries taking part in the event.
Below are some pictures to see!!!
Swedis Royal Castle B4 & AFTER
Parts of the city will be shrouded in darkness on Saturday, March 29. Dubai has become the first city in the Arab world to join Earth Hour.
Sydney!!!
South Melbourne:
Philippines by DARKNESS
Diner's eat outdoors
Friday, March 28, 2008
EARTH HOUR!!!
“Earth Hour” has been deemed to be 7:30pm. Everyone in Sydney has been encouraged to turn out their lights for an hour between half past seven and half past eight, March 31, 2007.
The idea behind the “Earth Hour” is that people will think about their energy consumption and attempt to be more thoughtful when considering this.
“Eath Hour” in Sydney brings a few questions not only on my mind but to millions too, which am hoping to be able to answer later.
Sydney by night before the lights OUT for an hour:
After a year, big cities in the world decided to celebrate the EARTH HOUR again, tomorrow 29/3-08 between 20hrs-21hrs. But in my amazement Stockholm isn't included in this world venue, helping to preserve world's energy.
One politican was asked by a journalist, reckoned " If we shut OUT energy for an hour, the city of Stockholm will be in chaos". No electricity means no trains working. But hey! for an hour? and for our environment sake? Can't Stockholm people manage this? If those HUGE cities in the world w/ it's million of inhabitants can survive the EARTH HOUR, why can't we?
SYDNEY BY NIGHT FOR AN HOUR
That's life FOLKS... we who live in Stockholm survive the delayed trains almost everyday, why can't we just suffer & pass an hour...but to all concern, I will turn OFF my lights for an hour tomorrow though,for the honour of ENVIRONMENT....FOR OUR FUTURE....
Be PROUD who lives in this cities given below:
1) San Francisco
2) Chicago
3) Sydney
4) Atlanta
5) Phoenix
6) Bangkok
7) Manila
8) Toronto
9) Dublin
10) Melbourne
11) Tel Aviv
12) Ottawa
13) Christchurch
14) Brisbane
15) Adelaide
16) Perth
17) Canberra
18) Köpenhamn
19) Ålborg
20) Århus
21) Odense
22) Suva
23) Lautoka
I can see that PHILIPPINES will use this kind of lightning: BE PROUD TO BE A PINOY!
What you think my dear readers? Are you one of those who care's or NOT!!! DECIDE*
Sunday, March 23, 2008
BIG or LITTLE... BROKEN TRUST or BROKEN PROMISES
FOR BETTER OR FOR WORST!
Before any trust can rebuild you must address how and or why it was broken in the first place. This is the time for brutal honesty. A complete confessional of how the trust was broken should only be done when you are both ready to hear it. Anyway there will be a massive amount of stress on relationship once the trust has been broken by lies or breaking promises.
Being lied to by someone you love and felt you could trust is very painful and frustrating. You love your partner, so you find yourself forgiving his/her lies the first time, perhaps the second and third time as well, before you realized you are just involved with a liar. However, because you feel strongly for this person, it is not easy for you to break away, even though you know that is probably what is best for you. You hang on, with hope that things will change and he will not lie to you anymore. You justify staying with him by telling yourself that he is a good person and deep down you know he loves you and that your relationship is wonderful and perfect except when he lies.
THEY'RE STILL TOGETHER FOR A COUPLE OF DECADES (she got secret but not lies, or ain't it?) BUANG JUD KO NO?
What you need to ask yourself when this happens is: Do you consider a wonderful relationship in which your partner lies to you? Is being lied to by a liar your idea of love and respect? When you are emotionally involved with someone, it is not always easy to ask and answer these logical questions. You often will make excuses for a liar, just to make yourself feel better about staying with someone who does not truly respect you. When your partner lies to you, it is because he does not respect you and is not as committed to the relationship as you would like to believe. Of course, there are different kinds of lies- little ones and big ones, but a lie is still a lie, no matter the size or reason for the lie. Look at it like this: if your partner can lie so easily over little things that are unnecessary to lie about, then you can be pretty sure that he/she will lie to you about bigger things that will really matter and damage the relationship.
I guess everyone makes mistake. Just learn how to fix it, also how u going to face the problem. Does he meant to do it or not?! I just consider...
Forgive is good ideal, for both side! Get back or not just another question.
THIS WAS THE 3rd TIMES AROUND FOR BONDING THEIR LIVES ETERNITY (lies lay beyond)
FORGIVE, FORGIVE & FORGET as long as there is still love.... as long as there is the tiniest bit of feeling left. There is enough to rebuild from the ground up, and to form a solid relationship with each other. The biggest portion of love is deep within the heart and will take a very long time to surface to let go.
Do you agree GUYS? Help me w/ some thoughts regarding the post...
Thursday, March 20, 2008
FORGIVE EVERYBODY THIS COMING EASTER
GUYS!!!
Thanks a million that you're here w/ me and keep me alive. Another year, another Easter!
Keep your heart open for penance and be sure that everybody forgive everybody, whatever those grudges we had.

This is the 4th Easter am w/ U...and still am glad ur here w/ me. If your're invisible then give me more INVISIBLE EGGS!!!
Ha ha...thanks for being there for me and ALWAYS.
HAPPY EASTER!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
BOOK LAUNCH/RELEASE PARTY
Yesterday, we were invited to a release party. It was amazing coz lots of people came to see & eager to buy her book!
Yes, she is Eva Dozzi an SVT profile/tv anchor, now an author. Isn't that amazing? It happens that we know her hubby Lars.
Her book is about "John Lenon". "Jävla John" in swedish or "Bloody John" in direct english *lol
Amazingly, we ended at the Scandic Continental Hotel, located right in the heart the city.
Do you know the reason why she held her launched party in this hotel? Well, "The Beatles" stayed in this hotel, when they visited Stockholm in year 1963. It's just like yesterday.
After mingle moments, we went down to the hotel bar and the live band waited us there. They played of course, Beattles songs!
Below are some interesting pictures: unfortunately, the staffs don't know in w/c of these rooms John Lenon checked IN, therefore we got these 2 rooms to mingle in... Room 205 & 206 "I just can't imagine he spew in one of the toilets ---in there"!!!
Me & Liz at Room 206>>
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Thoughts that strike my Mind: TODAY...TY for sharing
Still at home and having all the rest to get better from the pneumonia, insomnia and other "mnias" words. I been browsing the cyber world quite awhile and ended UP to someone close and this is the message that caught my mind.
She said:
It's when you happen to know that there is just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work.
"it's when your mind says let go but you heart tells you to hold on.
it's when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes.
and most of all...
it's when no matter how you try to forget that person, you just can't... cause the fact that you love that person and you just don't know why"
I might be damn crazy but every words she uttered was true. Sometimes, when someone fall in love to "someone", everything feels so real and vulnerable. But hey! open up UR mind, you might be asleep or dreaming? No! i howled back. "Am full awake and i know it's for real". But, suddenly "someone" tripped my foot & then i realized that the thoughts are just in my mind and not for real. In the other hand, the other "someone" is for real too? but do you think his feelings for real? We have to wait and see if he's real & the feeling's real. If we see it? then he'll be here for me to save me, the spiritually feelings we have, if there's one?
Am always mixing things UP that sometimes I ended up to a screwed life!!!

A bit crazy thoughts! Do you think am CRAZY? Yes, world...kick my butt back if I am.Thanks for listening my whimpering morning. I guess this is the outcome of my heavy dosage of the anti-bios? *lol